i have been posted to the hospital..today are the fourth days i was so stress... the feeling are so sad...i could not concentrate i am very sad...but i will not give up...i will keep on because this is a very hard even myself are not sure whether i can cope this....i turn not to be myself anymore...i could not even can control my mind and feelings....there are so many choices that i can made...some can makes me turn away from the bright side some even could make better myself...i really do not know..the only feeling i wish to jote down is the people here are very weird..some are good,selfish,stubborn ,and ego....very ego even teacher are like that,,i could not imagine that my teacher are so selfish..for their own self they could malign us like that...i really scared.......this is what had happen.......dat very unfortunate day happen...after our hard long work =presentation ...which had brought us together.....my friends...our hardwork had been destroy by one of my tutor...she scold us for making her skill lab dirty(that is where we put up our presentation)she describe it like a pigsty...i am very sad when i get the news =confused.. i remember that she told us we can put there for a week oatut now what happen our work had been destroy but she turn against us by saying she did not said that and to protect her self from the punishment,,,,we are there to be her spageg spatega ahahahhhahrrghhhhhhh i am just very angry....but this is just what i have to say.....tommorow will be a better day
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