so may thing happen here...2 month pass so fast ,,,jz like a blink of eye...
finally i understand what is the feeling of homesick...well maybe i m in the another way round=friendsick...this is the reason i dun wish to part with my friend...when we get through hardship together we built a special bonding that nobody can break through,,,,but now i have to start all over again...actually i m quite afraid of my new friends here ...most of them are too sensitive,,,,now i finally undrerstood why gary n panda told me to bcareful wen i m already at outside of the barrier....
everything is too late ..i have to start to built a sheild to protective myself from being hurt.....
here it is feels like i m swimming in a peaceful lake that hav a lots of alligator waiting to swallow me dwn....=tatz my feeling right now.....
smth sad happen....my badge been labeled as the worst,rude,naive ,hiperactive group ever.....so wat can i do....tat hyperactive is not me,,,,,,,others...finally i learnt someting new....sometimes we really have to wears a mask...in case some one blown out their true colours....u might been blown too pieces too!!!gagaga so beware
i really dun wish bad thing to be happen to me..but i noe i m not a trouble seeker....but the trouble loves me a lot la.........tell u guys wen i meet u ....
lastly i learnt many steps to b a gud nurse it is really hard but i wont give up so easily...if i give up now wht is the use i been fight for all these yers will hav gone wasted!!!!
nxt smth eerie happen in our hus,,,,,,
midnigt they is someone walking at our hus living room...too bad i nv heard them coz i been sleeping like a pig....*goosebumps*
till here then ...2 years and 10 month to go.....^^
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